Solar Returning
Return to the internal fire from which you were forged.
See your creation emerging from the destruction of the paradigms that no longer contain you.
Sitting in fire is where I find myself at 35, and if I’m being really honest, it doesn’t totally suck. The fire is where I am shedding my skin, letting go of old patterns, feeling into an existence that has been calling me. Embodying what feels authentic to me each day as it comes. Some days I’m in the flow and meeting my desires with grounded action, and others you can find me on the couch, remote in hand, lost in the programming. Our collective consciousness is expanding at such rapid rates recently, I feel it in my DNA. As I allow myself to enter back into spaces that I have sometimes lost myself in, there is a resolve in my path and where I find myself in this moment. It’s like the space just after you exhale, just before you take your next breath. That fraction of a moment holds infinite possibility, that’s where 35 finds me, and I have never loved life more than I do right now.
There is so much beauty in the simple everyday things. So much excitement in the unknown. I love (most of the time) sitting back and watching the universe surprise me. This solar return was full of love, authenticity and friendship; deep bonds that have taken time to weave and new connections that are blossoming from shared soul fragments. The path illuminating before me is beyond what I could have imagined for myself a year ago. Every day I wake up, grateful to navigate this adventure.
Allowing my story to come together with divine purpose and returning home to my own internal flame. I feel like I’m reaching down into the pool of all my experiences to remove the dams built between the lessons and feeling into the flood of knowing. I see the threads now, like single flames finding each other and igniting my path, blasting me into my next revolution. Together, we are finding a way through.
Thank you for being here, for existing, and thank you for embarking on this amazing adventure with me! The community surrounding me fills me with so much love, I sit and pause and thank all that is sacred for this NOW moment. Thank you to my teachers for their deep love and devotion to this life and our journeys together. We are all guiding each other with light.
